Caleb came over for lunch today, love getting to see him at random, unplanned times like that! Now he's going back to work and I'm left to plan my day. I think I'll finally go get that spray tan I've been avoiding due to laziness and unnecessary craft projects. Why is it, though, that everything I want to get done involves spending mass amounts of money that I don't have?! I really want to make a few more paintings to sell, but that involves money to buy paint and canvas. Along with the connections to actually SELL a painting. I just don't know where to look for buyers. But part of me feels like if I have a big collection of paintings, I could find some kind of a gallery or a different audience or something to show some interest...who knows. I also want to get a freakin' move on this whole lingerie thing. I've been waiting since December 8th to get these 4 pattern books from Amazon and they never came! Now I have to go through the whole process of trying to return them or just having them resent. Obnoxious. Fabric will cost me a pretty penny, as well and straps and elastic, rings and slides, underwire...etc. Honestly though, I'd rather spend all my pennies on fabric these days. It's so exciting! I wish I had a pattern right now so I can decide if I'm even capable of making undies. Can't be that hard...
What else? I really want to get my nails done, get a massage, go to yoga, get my gym membership back, go visit San Fran, finally, buy some new clothes for spring, make my hair brown again, get a new car, go on a road trip, oh, and win the lottery.
I'm liking having some time to myself for once, now that I quit my job. But it's starting to suck increasingly more each day as my bank account runs dry. I need to get a new job, but it doesn't make too much sense if I'm just going to be leaving for Cali in a few months. I'm not even sure where to look. I'm sick of retail, not to mention it just adds to my horrible shopping habit. Oh well. I'll figure something out, I always do.
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