Puppy ♥

I want to get a puppy when I move to San Fran to keep me company (: If he's already trained when I get the little muffin then he will be able to hang out while I'm at school. He'll have plenty of love from me (: I won't be too busy, so I don't care what you say (:

Puppies are so cute. Can't handle it. I love my Penny girl, but she has to stay here with daddy :( So a new little muffin is definitely needed to keep me sane while I'm all alone. Plus, there will be tons of walking in the city and he will be super socialized like his mama.

(:

Can't Sleep.

My face itches from all this tanning creme I've been putting on in efforts to stop looking like Casper the Friendly Ghost. My tummy has been killing me, burning pain in my side (no, not my appendix, trust me, that's already been cut out) and I'm hungry but can't eat without practically dying. And I can't breathe. Too stressed to breathe. Took yoga last night - amazing as always - but I wish I could take it every day! I've been anti-anxiety for quite some time now and I almost forgot what hell it was to not be able to get any air to my lungs. Really annoying. Thinking about being without Caleb for so long, while I'm in San Francisco, is killing me. Not to mention, he's contemplating a move himself. Not too far, but still very soon. I don't know if I'm ready for that, but I can't tell him no. He needs to do what he needs to do, just like I need to go to FIDM. I know we'll be fine, but it still sucks. And I like being able to breathe normally.

I guess I'm done complaining now. I just can't sleep.