I've spent so much time and energy trying to get myself to FIDM and finally get the green light to apply, get accepted with praise, and now I'm faced with trying to come up with the money, which I thought we had from the start. Beauty school would cost me maybe 6K, and I'm beginning to think that this is my only option for now. Put FIDM on hold, put my lingerie line on hold, put my paintings on hold...bust my butt to get through 5 months of cosmo school, work two jobs, and then try again. I still wouldn't be able to qualify for my own loans, but I might be able to save enough for an apartment down in San Fran, which would help. This wasn't my plan. At all. And that sucks. I'm desperate. And I feel like if I wait too long and do nothing, I won't end up with an education at all. I may as well do the beauty school thing just to have something to get me odd jobs on the side to help even more. I just wanted to start school in the spring, finish it in 2 years, get a good job, get married, and get on with my life. UGH.
I hate money. I just want to win the lottery. This day sucks.
Anyone need to buy a painting...?
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