So Much Time, So Little Money.

Caleb came over for lunch today, love getting to see him at random, unplanned times like that! Now he's going back to work and I'm left to plan my day. I think I'll finally go get that spray tan I've been avoiding due to laziness and unnecessary craft projects. Why is it, though, that everything I want to get done involves spending mass amounts of money that I don't have?! I really want to make a few more paintings to sell, but that involves money to buy paint and canvas. Along with the connections to actually SELL a painting. I just don't know where to look for buyers. But part of me feels like if I have a big collection of paintings, I could find some kind of a gallery or a different audience or something to show some interest...who knows. I also want to get a freakin' move on this whole lingerie thing. I've been waiting since December 8th to get these 4 pattern books from Amazon and they never came! Now I have to go through the whole process of trying to return them or just having them resent. Obnoxious. Fabric will cost me a pretty penny, as well and straps and elastic, rings and slides, underwire...etc. Honestly though, I'd rather spend all my pennies on fabric these days. It's so exciting! I wish I had a pattern right now so I can decide if I'm even capable of making undies. Can't be that hard...

What else? I really want to get my nails done, get a massage, go to yoga, get my gym membership back, go visit San Fran, finally, buy some new clothes for spring, make my hair brown again, get a new car, go on a road trip, oh, and win the lottery.

I'm liking having some time to myself for once, now that I quit my job. But it's starting to suck increasingly more each day as my bank account runs dry. I need to get a new job, but it doesn't make too much sense if I'm just going to be leaving for Cali in a few months. I'm not even sure where to look. I'm sick of retail, not to mention it just adds to my horrible shopping habit. Oh well. I'll figure something out, I always do.

So Much Time, So Little Money