Yeah, Yeah, Yeah...

I know, it's been awhile. It's also been super busy over here! Brought the puppy home on Wednesday and finally settled on a name. Zoie it is! She's such a good little baby, pees outside, sleeps through the night, and loves her mama! I got a good little one (:

Missing Caleb more than ever. I hope we can make it through this distance crap. I'm trying to devise a plan in order for us to live together in San Fran, eventually. I realllllly don't want to go alone. And most certainly don't want to be without him for another 2 years on top of our current situation. I love him. More than anything. Most people don't understand out relationship, being that we are so far apart in age and in different stages of our lives. But they really don't know the in's and out's of what we have as a foundation to our relationship. If only this world wasn't so judgmental. Everyone likes to push their opinions on us, especially on me. Morals here, morals there. It's "not acceptable" to live together before we're married. It's "not acceptable" to date outside your age group. It's "not acceptable" to do pretty much anything these days. Funny because, last time I checked, it's 2011 people. Times have changed. And living together isn't exactly a one way ticket to hell anymore.

But, God forbid I do it anyways because I have no way of supporting myself right now if my parents decide to disown me over it. Lovely thought, isn't it?

Anyways. Enough ranting. I applied for tons of jobs today. Nordies is hiring pretty much everywhere so I decided to apply for a few positions here and in Bellevue/Seattle. I'm not going to California for awhile so I figured it was worth a shot to try and live where Caleb is for the time being. Also have a few appointments set up for photo sessions in the next few weeks! Very exciting. And the extra money doesn't hurt.

Still have 6 or 7 paintings to get sold...larger scale stuff. They need to go away before I move! And that moolah would DEFINITELY help my cause.

I just feel like I screwed everything up but quitting PNCA and Nordstrom and moving home. I should've just sucked it up and I'd probably be in a much better place right now. But...everything happens for a reason I guess. Even though I'm finding that hard to believe without a push right now. FIDM will be good. It will. And once I get done with school the real fun will start!

Puppy is sleeping and I'm strangely exhausted. Goodnight